**I didn't have enough space on my camera to take pictures of my rough draft, so while this is typed, it is not meant to be my 'published' version!! :)
"There is always something to be thankful for."
These words were spoken from a father to his son as they sat in a concentration camp watching a Nazi soldier beat an innocent prisoner, like themselves.
"What is there to be thankful for in this?" asked the child, while continuing to watch the horror.
As the father looked towards the Nazi soldiers, he replied "be thankful......
There is
always something to be thankful for?
I know how to be thankful when something good happens. When things are going well, when its easy. I know how to be thankful for a gift, when things are fun, exciting, positive. Thankfulness seems natural when things are going right, going well, when I can see the light.
But how can I be thankful for this?
I was thankful, overjoyed, when I got my dream job the day before school started. I was thankful for the mess I inherited - not a single note or piece of curriculum to be found and a newly combined 6/7/8 grade class waiting to be taught. I am still thankful for all that came with this gift! I am thankful for the long hours, the lack of sleep. I am thankful for the fight to save our beloved school and for the way it was saved. I am thankful that it turned around, and for the even longer hours, less pay, new responsibilities, new frustrations, and the new vision that came with it. I am thankful for the unity in the community, and for the miraculous amount of money that came out of nowhere, even though we could have done without it. I am thankful that we met our enrollment benchmarks given by downtown. I am thankful that for every reason they tried to give for shutting us down, we proved them wrong. I am thankful for the family that we had become! I am even thankful for the new wrinkles I developed over these incredible two years, because the kids and school made me smile every moment of every day.
But how can I be thankful now?
Now that the light has been stolen. When those who don't know or agree with our vision make a decision based on lies and politics. How can I be thankful when the unjust has stolen what was right and good? How can I be thankful when those who never even stopped by or took time to learn and see the truth, closed our school? How can I be thankful when they changed the locks, packed up my things, my dreams, and never even gave me a chance? How can I be thankful when they haven't even spoken to me? How can I be thankful knowing our precious students lost their safe haven, that those who had found us and found new hope and refuge from bullies and hatred have been rejected. How can I be thankful when our dream, our home, our family has been shattered? How do I give thanks for the lies and deception? How can I be thankful for the pain and sorrow, the deep longing and the feelings of loss? How can I be thankful when something so right was stolen by something so wrong?
"What is there to be thankful for in this?" asked the child while continuing to watch the horror.
As the father looked towards the Nazi soldiers, he replied "be thankful......that you are not like them."
There is always something to be thankful for.